music mix august '15 . growth/decay

glashaut music mix: aug.'15 - growth/decay. from glashaut. on 8tracks Radio.

life feels to me like a continuing growing experience, but it’s alsao a grwoing decay that i feel happening around me and within me. always meandering between the will to live life fully and with open eyes and curiousity, and the smothering realization and knowledge that my existence is too feeble in relation to other lives and that my decay moves on relentlessly and mercilessly and time ticks off minute by minute, leaving you kind of immobile and static, unable to move on for yourself. but still, hope never vanishes fully, even if it often might feel that way.

playlist:

claude debussy . clair de lune

cinema strange . catacomb kittens

beach house . myth

radiohead . house of cards

new order . restless

re/search/er . papercut

dir en grey . amber

fever ray . triangle walks

balbina . blumentopf

doe paoro . growth/decay

kindness feat. robyn . who do you love?
selah sue . the more that i
years & years . border

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november: kickelhahn, himmelblau & weimar cemetery.

i had a week off in november and visited my parents ( as i often do on my vacations ). on a sunday morning we headed to the thuringian forest to climb onto the peak of the kickelhahn mountain. the kickelhahn mountain is the landmark mountain of the city of ilmenau . johann wolfgang von goethe , the famous writer & philosopher, often visited ilmenau and also climbed the kickelhahn. oftentimes he stopped at a little hut in the woods to relax for a while and on one of these stops he wrote one of his most known poems. our little adventure didn't last the whole day, though, as we had a little date with the weimar cemetery to look after the grave of my grandparents and then to visit my cousin and his family. tiny peek onto the kickelhahn tower. thuringian woods - deep dark green. at the goethe hut. this plate shows the german version of the poem goethe wrote here. inside the hut. and here's the english translation. i love this poem so much, as ...

in the forests.

it's that time of the year again.

july '20: lake petersdorf discoveries and a plea against genocide.

the green wild meadows of malchow's sandfeld. in the west of malchow there is a big chunk of forest that spans towards plauer see, a widely 'uncultivated' area these days, but it hasn't always been this way. in my last post i mentioned the nazi munition factory that had been built in these woods, away from prying eyes of their enemies and where they also built an external subcamp for the concentration camp ravensbrück. exactly these woods we explored on a pretty sunny day, betraying the darkness that happened around these parts. isn't it weird that there are places in this world that were built or used by dark forces and horrible regimes and you vist them 80 years later and they are the most peaceful places you can imagine? sometimes my brain can't cope with the contrast of knowing what was in the past and what the present looks and feels like. it definitely leaves me with a strange impression often, kind of like a little sting in my heart and brain that is not ...

ghost of nature.

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