baumtod music mix: feb. ' 17 - insane in the brain.

as always at the end / beginning of the month i present to you my monthly music mix, which involves songs and pieces that i listened to in the course of the past month. this particular mix is a biggie with almost 3 hours of duration. if you are passionate about music though and always on the lookout for new music please jump right in and enjoy! i am always so excited about my playlists, and really love to share music with anybody who's willing to listen. ( unfortunately i feel that many people around me actually don't care about my music enthusiasm, but that doesn't stop me from creating them anyway.)

it is a great way for me personally to remember what the month has been like for me - i don't just listen to music, i want it to deeply move me, which results in very personal & emotional music mixes to say the least.

songs about brain failure, fighting against insanity, emerging out of darkness & plunging right back into the void, about emotional foolery & not being able to leave bad mannerisms.

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