winter and carnival season.

i visited london recently and before i get to the pictures and recap of this whole event there are still a few pictures from january left. i wasn't in a good mood all january long, i retreated from my social life for a while. work was a pain as well. right now, i feel better, but i feel kind of disconnected now. disconnected from close friends especially, because i had felt the need of distancing myself from them. but sometimes i can't be bothered with other people's life because i feel so envious about them. that's when i retreat into my own snailshell, in the hope of not hurting them with bad thinking and vibes. the downside of this is of course the feel of disconnection after one is pulling oneself out of this dark, devouring state of depression. i guess i have to live with that. but maybe its destroying more of my relationships with people than i really would like to.

either way... here are some dark and snowy pictures, and a few of the carnival season this year.

the most beautiful sunset. i need more moments like these.

mother in profile.

the main church in my village.

ancient bridge restored.

carnival.

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autumn impressions.

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of dragons & critters and yin & yang kittens.

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ghost of nature.

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