ghost of nature.

© clara giaminardi . when the sun hits and the softest hard love buzz rolls over you like fire, and the bachelorettes and cloudboys give a sign of the times to pray for unison, when the fire is coming, burning through cold comforts and autumn shades and the birds are screaming not singing, then it's going to be hard to be human - in an atmosphere of mouth to mouth in a town full of hardcore exotica. playlist: james blake . atmosphere lawrence rothman & marissa nadler . it's hard to be human anoushka shankar & alev lenz . in this mouth dakh daughters . Інше місто ( inshe misto ) shortparis . Двадцать (dvadtsat )  ulver . rolling stone tool . jambi trentemøller & rachel goswell . cold comfort flying lotus & david lynch . fire is coming anika . love buzz easter . the softest hard suuns . pray björk . bachelorette pulp . this is hardcore darius greene . cloudboy the vines . the autumn shade II slowdive . when the sun hits aldous harding . what if birds aren't ...

the historic karlsmühle ( an ancient mill ) in weimar.  on the second christmas day, before i headed home to wiesbaden again, my parents and i went for a final walk in weimar. it was a short one that lead us from weimar along the river ilm to one of its outer quarters, tiefurt, and back. it was a cold and grey day, but i remember not minding at all, rather enjoying the chill and taking in all the bare nature. when the trees are stripped off their leaves it clears the view on your surroundings, reveals formerly unseen buildings, opens up perspectives that you wouldn't probably see on a summer day because its hidden underneath all the green leaf dresses of the trees. while winter isn't my most favourite season of the year it does at least have some benefits i can appreciate and that is one of them. getting those undisguised insights. discovering the raw beauty when every natural attachment has rotted away and uncovers cracks and moss and decay, highlighting patterns and structure...

tracey emin . cried because i love you. a self gathering dust, turning into a stowaway extraterrestrial, hidden in a home 10.000 days away, lamenting undisclosed desires on a sunday morning, shivering in a sea of wine, in a river's kiss, a sun in their mouth. part of the cementary club, unraveling an eternal disco of dark hour love. playlist: this mortal coil . 16 days / gathering dust shortparis . Любовь моя будет тут. ( lyubovʹ moya budet tut. ) steven wilson . self joon . e.t. darius greene . stowaway björk . hidden place fka twigs . home with you darkher . lament tool . 10,000 days ( wings pt. 2 ) björk . it's not up to you the velvet underground . sunday morning sonic youth . superstar darius greene . nobody else pescado rabioso . cementerio club hmltd .  satan, luella and i darius greene . the river kiss björk . unravel kindness & robyn . the warning teleman . sea of wine björk . sun in my mouth darius greene . i've gone away muse . undisclosed desires måneskin...

empty mulled wine bar. one day after christmas ( which i always spend with my family in thuringia in all quietness and without a lot of fuss ), we made our way to erfurt, to enjoy walking the streets during the holidays. as it actually has proven again and again, it is a pretty great idea to go on walks during christmas, because people visit their families and sit down around tables to eat big meals and afterwards are so lazy that they don't want to move a single bone, which in turn leaves the streets empty and quiet and essentially glowing in contemplative beauty - just perfect for anybody wanting to flee the stress of pre-christmas season. and erfurt, my guys, it is such a gorgeous city, especially so during the season. i could revel forever in the sheer beauty that this city turns into every year, so full of atmosphere!  the krämerbrücke is always gorgeous to look at, but decked out in christmas lights and illuminated effectively it is even better 😍 the breitstrom flowing under...