ghost of nature.

i'm sorry, but this week i'm a bit late with posting! i have a lot to plan and to do because of the moving ( which is now delayed until february 2nd much to my discontent ), and there were happening a lot of things so... that's why. this week i don't really have... well, life-related glee things but just stuff i found on the internet or was directed to. and sorry for my horrible english in advance, i'm in a very strange emotional state right now because of crazy things going on regarding my work. it's possible that my english is a bit chopped because of that. but onto some nice stuff! "in your dreams"-photoshoot by sebastian faena i love the vivid colours and how the fashion somehow... flows! it's classic and modern at the same time! i especially love this picture and this one. "french twists"-photoshoot by annie leibovitz this one is an ode to 17th century fashion and absolutely glorious! i can't describe exactly what i love here.....

it's the time again! this week i have some major news and glee-stuff to post, so let's go! we visited the erfurt christmas market another time and this time i got a few decent architecture by night photos! i always seem to be unable to do some good night pictures, so i have to use my dad's head for having somewhat unwiggly pictures :P it's a gleeful thing for me. this one is somehow very dubious. well, i've cut my thumb very deep, so that's why it's bandaged. it's actually an ungleeful thing, still it helped me having more time for my moving activities. and also! you can see my new hair cut which i'm totally in love with! i didn't know i'd long for short hair so much until the hair was gone! from aside. yesterday we visited my grandparents and i've felt kinda pretty. you can't see many of the outfit here. still i loved it and i didn't look like a burnt-out wreck. the food was wonderful. i swear i only go to family meetings to ...

sweeter the cats never purr. cute stories about christmas and winter cats! i got this for st. nicholas and it's so heart-warming and lovely! and the cat looks like shadow as a baby ;D vogue italia's 1997 photoshoot poupeés russes by paolo roversi so mysterious! and it has a very ancient touch to them. just my cup of tea! bleifrei - a boogie woogie band from thuringia! I know the drummer personally 'cause he lives in my village, heh. they're very upbeat and... you just want to jiggle every element on your body to their music. silence of the lambs - eerie and gruesome in a very subtile kind of way this movie is a must-see for everyone that likes smart and thrilling crime stories! and especially mr. anthony hopkins is so worth seeing even though he just can be seen for only 16 minutes in the whole movie! and... jodie foster! who doesn't love her? one of my all-time favourite actresses and i really don't like a lot of actresses, you know... i also think that ted l...

last week i had to take a break because of a lack of gleeful things. i had other things going on in my mind and other things to think of than posting daily. but this week i have a few gleesome things and my head isn't spinning that madly anymore. let's begin! christmas party with co-workers. ( johannes, hannes and me ) alice cooper x whitesnake concert on 25th of november 2008. alice cooper . woman of mass destruction! whitesnake . ain't gonna cry no more! the new harry potter trailer is out! excitement! christmas market in erfurt! i love the smell of sugarroasted almonds and chocolate apples and also the smell of children's mulled wine and the taste of the foods at the medieval market! and of course, it's a traditional thing to ride the big wheel and have a look on erfurt. and this is it! maybe i'll have time for another one the next weeks, but since i'm in the process of moving i can't guarantee!

i will move to wiesbaden soon. i decided i should not let this chance elapse. it's a huge footstep for me, not only because of the little amount of time i have. but wiesbaden may be a big chance for me, work- and life-wise and i really shouldn't dump that. even if it's closely connected with a lot of stress the next weeks. i just want to see if i can endure all of this.

everything comes crashing down. i'm sorry that i'm not able to write more cheerful things at the moment. my life is changing a huge lot right now and it makes me sick.

recently muse is receiving my love again. strange how sometimes music can be so fitting to your real life. today i loved this song very much. Fear, and panic in the air I want to be free From desolation and despair And I feel like everything I saw Is being swept away And I refuse to let you go I can't get it right Get it right Since I met you Loneliness be over When will this Loneliness be over? Life, will flash before my eyes So scatter our worlds I want to touch the other side And no one thinks they are to blame Why can't we see When we bleed, we bleed the same ...

though i have a lot of things going on that i'm not happy over at the moment, i shall post the first of my weekly glee diaries. the laptop of my father and my new bed linen with mooses on it! new hair colour! i know you would all identify the obama puppet as obama. but is it the same with angela merkel? my first thought was: what has chucky ( from horrormovie 'child's play' ) to do with the future president of the united states? shadow. i'm gonna miss her when i really am told to go working at a different place. having a carnival party deluxe! ( me, cat, sylvie ) ( we look a tiny bit ... um... tired? haha. we made those photos close to 5 am in the morning! )

trying out the outfit for carnival performance today. it's lacking long hair and huge necklaces still. i'm supposed to do janis joplin as a devil. i know that i don't look like her in any ways. the outfit itself isn't that original. i don't care. i don't even have a good sense for good outfits after all.

my job is not that steady as i've thought. hopefully everything will be better soon. i'm scared.

the left side of my face is half dead. i was at the dentist's today and they made a new filling, because i had a hole. and... the dentist thought he should give me an anaesthesia, 'cause it might've hurt otherwise. slowly it's going down and i feel a dull pain in my mouth. hopefully it will go away. if not, i have to get root treatment. and this. is NOT nice. i think i liked the feeling of a half-numb face more than this creepy pain.

welcome on my new blog. i decided to open a writing place where i can post on a daily base, even if it's just a random thought or a picture or a thing that made me glee. well, and since i'm a tiny bit tired of my livejournal, i tried to start up a new thing. take a look around, maybe you like the little - sometimes - useless rantings i do blog, or even the pictures i post! i'm no artist, just a normal human being that likes to post about it's life, even though it can be pretty boring at times.