ghost of nature.

© lux - by marina rosa weigl .   music for angry womenfolk, when too much pressure makes you seek out the devil in yourself, going rogue on gravel roads and flowing down black rivers leaving only tree smoke in your wake.  tracklist: wolfgang amadeus mozart . piano sonata no. 14 op. 27 no 2 in cis-moll: adagio sostenuto ( performed by douglas gamley, gordon langford ) sevdaliza . mad woman laurence pike . nero imogen heap . hide and seek james newton howard . the gravel road renft . wandersmann the selecter . too much pressure zeal & ardor . devil is fine black bile . black river rival consoles . articulation röyksopp . here she comes again amnesia scanner . AS going ( feat. LYZZA ) perfume genius . your body changes everything balbina . seife ( feat. maeckes ) bring me the horizon . hospital for the souls TOOL . invincible atreyu . in our wake prince . the cross kikagaku moyo . tree smoke

the dangling sun. morning scenery on a wet april day. sometimes i think of my walks as little pilgrimages, though i don't really intent to be a pilgrim in a religious sense. it's more like i do it to expand myself, to further my knowledge about things, to sharpen my eyes for details. there is always the possibility that this might lead to some kind of illumination, some insight, an awareness of something previously unseen and maybe this all sparking something new, an idea or a realization. it might also present a new-found appreciation of things normally overlooked, things that you get accustomed to and take for granted. in this sense, all of my excursions are basically pilgrimages, because it means i'm on a search for something, even if it has no big meaning, even if it is something tiny that stirs my senses. even if my intention is to slow myself down, to flee from my reality, to divert my mind from everyday annoyances. in the first part of this entry you...

heath pea blossoms in the wiesbaden woods. in the north of wiesbaden you can find lots and lots of woods, because the taunus mountains are the natural barrier there! one day in late april i made a small walk near the kesselbach valley and a little restaurant called fischzucht ( fish farm ) that was mainly really magical. i still think back to that day as actually more traumatic than enchanting, though, even though the pictures prove that it was full of beautiful moments. when i look at these pictures now, i don't really feel like i've actually been there and walked these paths in enjoyment. it feels a bit like a fairy world which can feel strangely unsettling and kind of ominous. like nature tried to win me over with beauty, while disconcertment and unease was just around the corner. but before i get to that part of the story, these pictures will lull you into believing that nothing bad will happen as the fairies do their magic tricks on you. alpine rock-cress . ...